You should find solace in the fact that you gave a stray kitty a wonderful life that he would have otherwise never known. Yes, his life ended tragically and much too soon, but on the other hand there are thousands of homeless kitties who are dying everyday in shelters all around the world because there just aren't enough homes for them all. Kitties that never got the chance to know what it is like to be loved. Your little guy was very lucky to have found you. I know that this doesn't make your loss any easier to handle, but I just wanted you to know that you can at least feel good that Chutto knew your love at all.
Is there a chance that I would be able to find some other kitten with the same charm, beauty, playfulness and sprit like my (“chutto”). For most part you could only pray that I would …… maybe not just like Chutto, but you can certainly find another wonderful kitty, perhaps one of those that I mentioned earlier that desperately needs a loving home, and form a new friendship with qualities all of it's own. A new bond with a new friend to make new memories and help mend a broken heart.