Light of My Life
Posted By: Linda
Date: Friday, 11 July 2003, at 7:06 p.m.
Its been 2 months since that awful day that I finally faced the fact that I had to put my baby down. For 3 months I knew her pain was getting worse with each passing day, she suffered in silence. She was there for me night and day, she always put a smile on my face. I swear sometimes I think she answered me back when I spoke to her. Her name was Brandy, she was the light of my life, she had me wrapped, I would rush home everyday knowing that she was waiting for me so that we could go out and play. I was truly dedicated to her and her to me. I only had her for 6 short years, the last year of her life she had her "good" days and "bad" days. On her bad days she could hardly get off the bed or couch but she never whimpered or gave me any hint as to how much pain she was in. I would look at her knowing it was just a matter of time that I would have to do that dirty deed and my heart would sink and I would cry and cry, she would look at me with those innocent but knowing eyes and I would hold on to her hoping I would never have to let go. Now as time has passed I think of her everyday, no one knows the pain I am in, or understands that my Brandy was a huge loss, I think I must get another to fill that void in my heart, but I am still pondering, as I have to be sure that I am strong enough to give another my love. She was such a good girl, never messed in the house, loyal to the end, always wanting to be the best that there was, and she had such character, still acting like a babe and not getting the chance in life to grow old with me.
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