Posted By: Jennifer
Date: Wednesday, 16 July 2003, at 9:29 a.m.
After 6 1/2 months the pain at times is still very raw. I wonder if I will forever be haunted by the picture of my baby lifeless on the table at the emergency vet. I wonder if my husband will forever be haunted by the image of her being hit by the car. I wonder how God can be so cruel to take our baby from us in such a horrible way. I feel guilty for not being the best mom I could be to her when she was a puppy. I feel guilty for letting her go to the park that day. I always knew that when I lost her it would be hard, but I never imagined it would be this hard.
Thank you everyone for giving me this forum to express my grief. I go through my days and pretend I'm ok. I don't let anyone know how much of a loss this has been for me. I'm not sure they would really understand, not like everyone here.
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