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Still raw

Posted By: Jennifer (0-1pool56-109.nas17.oakbrook1.il.us.da.qwest.net )
Date: Wednesday, 16 July 2003, at 9:29 a.m.

After 6 1/2 months the pain at times is still very raw. I wonder if I will forever be haunted by the picture of my baby lifeless on the table at the emergency vet. I wonder if my husband will forever be haunted by the image of her being hit by the car. I wonder how God can be so cruel to take our baby from us in such a horrible way. I feel guilty for not being the best mom I could be to her when she was a puppy. I feel guilty for letting her go to the park that day. I always knew that when I lost her it would be hard, but I never imagined it would be this hard.

Thank you everyone for giving me this forum to express my grief. I go through my days and pretend I'm ok. I don't let anyone know how much of a loss this has been for me. I'm not sure they would really understand, not like everyone here.

Jennifer

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Still raw
Jennifer (0-1pool56-109.nas17.oakbrook1.il.us.da.qwest.net ) -- Wednesday, 16 July 2003, at 9:29 a.m.
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George Henninger (pclk-216-37-161-170.ppp.pclk.epix.net ) -- Tuesday, 8 July 2003, at 5:31 p.m.
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Noreen and Mac (ool-4351276d.dyn.optonline.net ) -- Monday, 7 July 2003, at 9:48 p.m.
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Emmy (bgs1.tactik.com ) -- Monday, 7 July 2003, at 10:33 p.m.
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Wendy (bgp996986bgs.nanarb01.mi.comcast.net ) -- Tuesday, 8 July 2003, at 12:14 a.m.
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