Re: Lily - fading away
Posted By: carol james
Date: Thursday, 3 July 2003, at 3:22 p.m.
I know just what you mean.My Gemma has been gone 8 months and it seems like yesterday,but other people that were suppose to be close to her seem to just carry on.They never talk about her,and it seems I am the only one who wants to remember her.She gave so much love in the past 17 years.I miss her so much.I never knew you could love and miss anyone as much as I miss my Gemma.She would have been 18 tomorrow,and I am greiving so much for her.I was the one wholet the vet put her to sleep,and the guilt I feel is killing me.I am dying inside.It is so hard for people like us who write on this web site, because we love our fur babies so deeply,that when they are gone a very big part of us goes with them.I joined this web site a few months after my Gemma left me,and I couldn't beleive other people felt like me.I was being told to pull myself together and to get over this thing!!!People kept asking, did I miss having a DOG,But we do not miss our DOGS or CATS we miss our FUR BABIES and we miss them for being the characters they are and for being what they are.The more I see of people the more I love animals.I don't know how I am going to get through tomorrow.I will place her flowers on her grave tomorrow,and I would like to share with you what I have put on the card.......
If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only I could be with you just one more time,
Every-time I close my eyes,there's an image of your face
And once again I come to realize you're a lose I can't replace,
I would give my life if only things could be the same
There's a voice inside of me that keeps calling out your name,
If only I could be with you,if only for a day
Then maybe for a moment this pain would go away,
I'd put my arms around you,and whisper words so true
I'd say how much I love you,and how I'm missing you,
I never will forget you,I don't even want to try
You'll hold this place within my heart until the day I die,
But I know you'll go on living in the hearts of those you touched
For nothing loved is ever lost,and I loved you so much,
You can't come back,I know that's true
But one day Gemma I'll come to you.
Love you angel,from broken hearted mummy.
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