Lily - fading away
Posted By: Kelly
Date: Thursday, 3 July 2003, at 3:22 p.m.
Its been so lonely these last weeks without Lily. People who were so nice to her while she was alive now have forgotten her completely. I want desperately to talk about her and my pain but it seems that no one else does. How do you go on, silently, when you want to scream out loud? The pain of being without her all the time and yet surrounded by people is the hardest to bear. Sometimes, it seems as though she never existed at all. If I didn't have her picture in front of me I might think that I just dreamed her entire life and now have woke up. It has been much harder than I imagined. I thought that others would miss her as I have. Is this the way the world works? I know that nothing I can do will bring her back, I just can't seem to accept that she's gone forever, I'll never see her again.
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